I see you in my sleep.

 I know you're a fighter
But you never fought for me when I was a shelter
So you're not heading home to me

We could be closer
We could be

When it's just us
You show me what it feels like to be lonely

You show me what it feels like to be lost
I take your hand for

you to let it go

Komisch wie Träume manchmal nachhallen. Man weiß, dass es nur dem eigenen Kopf entstammt - Liebe Grüße aus dem Unterbewusstsein - aber abschütteln lässt es sich in einigen Fällen trotzdem nicht.
Kein Wunder verdienen clevere Menschen Unsummen mit Traumdeutung und solchen Geschichten. Ich habe oft genug die merkwürdigsten Träume. Auch nicht immer Albträume. Ab und zu ist mein Unterbewusstsein da nicht besonders kryptisch im verschlüsseln der Botschaften. Fast ein bisschen enttäuschend wie einfallslos und plump das dann daherkommt. Dafür kommt auch ab und an ein Morgen an dem ich aufwache und mir denke: ...Was. Zur. Hölle. ???.
Jedenfalls hat dieses Wochenende ein Traum einen ganz schön heftigen Nachgeschmack hinterlassen. Irgendwas zwischen Enttäuschung, Frustration und Sehnsucht. Dabei war es nur eine Spiegelung der realen Situation, keiner von den nebulösen Bilderströmen bei denen man nicht weiß, wie man sie deuten soll. Ich weiß wo es herkam. War auch plastisch genug.
Ungewöhnlich allerdings, für mich, so von einer konkreten Person zu träumen. Ich mag das nicht.

Memo to self:    STOP that. Thank you.

Clinging to me
Like a last breath you would breathe
You were like home to me
I don't recognize this street
Please don't close your eyes
Don't know where to look without them
Outside the cars speed by

I've never heard them until now
I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there is trouble ahead I can feel it
You were just saving yourself when you hide it
Yeah I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin
And I know you care

I used to run down the stairs
To the door and I thought you were there
To shape to comfort of us
Two lovers locked out of love
Oh, but I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there is trouble ahead I can feel it
You were just saving yourself when you hide it
Yeah I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin

I know it wasn't always wrong
But i've never known a winter so cold
No I don't warm my hands in your coat
But I still hope
Cause this is how things ought to have been
And I know the words are there
Wasn't all that it seemed
Why can't I dream
Cause I know you care
And I know you care
I know you care
I know you care
I know it's always been there